After being what I thought was and doing what I thought was and seeing what I thought was. Now that I’m older so much Of what I understand has been wrong to learn unlearn and relearn so much more becomes amazingly interesting but if I am not healthy. Mentally, Physically, Emotionally, Spiritually. I won’t see my children grow to be as great as I picture they will be and their children and so on and so forth. I’m gonna live just the important matters and food does too. I have literally lost so much of me I look like death walking and all the accusations of the perception of my life are the reason you can……..